Once again
while reading Crash, I was taken back
by James’ relationship with another character, Vaughan. With the knowledge that
Vaughan has been for years recording car crashes through photography, analyzing
and studying traffic patterns on the massive motorways and flyovers that
surround the airport, which at times appears to be a city center in itself with
‘residential suburbs [surround] the airport’ (pg. 87). Vaughan is now
introduced by James as the orchestrator of a recreation of an actual crash. James
compares Vaughan to a film director, praising him for his artistry whilst
putting him on a higher platform than everyone else at the racetrack stadium. The
accident being reenacted is in itself a monstrous crash involving five cars,
something that only the ‘nightmare angel of the expressways’ (pg. 84), Vaughan
can do. James has an obvious admiration for Vaughan both for his depth of
knowledge in crashes and the physical attraction he makes James feel. As with
his past fantasy sexual partners, James fuses human flesh with the hard and shiny
surface of chrome machinery.
James
fascination of technology, in particular cars, has essentially invaded social
and sexual life. His attraction to Vaughan is transformed into fantasy of
car-human fusions during sexual acts; ‘What most disturbed me about Vaughan was
the strange stance of his thighs and hips, almost as if he were trying to force
his genitals through the instrument panel of the car’ (pg. 89). It is only natural for James to
have fantasized his soon-to-be idol Vaughan having sex cars, for it would
represent the unification of the greatest crash philosopher and machine. At the
same time, James is a little troubled by the thought he has made by using the
word ‘disturbed’. Is it possible that James feels like he has crossed a moral
boundary by imaging Vaughan in his most intimate moment? Does he feel uneasy
with the new emotions he has for Vaughan? Does he wish to participate in a threesome
with Vaughan and the car but does not feel up to the grade? I’m excited to
continue reading Crash for possible
answers to my questions.
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